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Sunday, August 13, 2006
after the whole barrage of scoldings last night, i went to sleep at one this morning thinking things couldn't get any worse. after all, you're going to sleep, right. and i might have woken up this morning feeling a lot better, but sadly such fortunes do not shine on me, because at three i saw that everything is just in one huge mess. and there's nothing i can do. it's like jenga, or uno stacko. once you've made the decision to pull out that block the whole tower comes crashing down and nobody wins. few things hurt more than seeing someone close to you throw their life to the wind and decide that nothing is worth caring about any longer. because it is a sad truth that although such a choice is convenient it is impractical and definitely a wrong decision. however easy it is to slide down a slippery slope it is extremely difficult to climb back up again. so since you're already halfway up, why give it up? of course it's hard to go against everything. but to quote A League Of Their Own, it's supposed to be hard. if it wasn't hard, everyone would do it. the hard...is what makes it great. besides the point that you have a giant strong hand helping you up if you would just take it. that's why the reward is at the top of the hill, not the bottom. and no man can help you. i can't. why is everything in such a mess. posted by gruff at 11:30 AM --------------------------------------------------------------------------
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