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Sunday, July 17, 2005
a weekend of Jeanette Winterson and sad songs and look at the state i'm in. especially if i count in the atmosphere of being under a blanket with the air-con on. it's like being cold and unloved and taking comfort in your home and your bed, which always, for some reason, provides lots of warmth. last friday Mr Forster said you want to gain something, yet you also want to give, and this is the perennial dilemma. and i think if we could all just want to give and not try to gain, the gains would come by themselves. and suddenly, puva actually makes sense when she says if we just play our best and not think about the winning, the victory would come by itself. i mean because you feel happy when you give, and so does the person you give to, and because when you give then others give back, then it can be concluded that the gains come from the giving. but then i am imperfect, as everyone is imperfect. okay it's anna and one of her moods again, everybody run and hide! Somewhere it is still in the original, written on tablets of stone. I would cross seas and suffer sunstroke and give away all I have, but not for a man, because they want to be the destroyer and never the destroyed...There are exceptions and I hope they are happy. -Jeanette Winterson posted by gruff at 7:54 AM --------------------------------------------------------------------------
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