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Friday, February 18, 2005
it has been a miserable week. i have been so irritable and moody and i've not wanted to do anything. it's terrible. i can't play well when i'm like this. it all started on tuesday i think. waking up on the wrong side of bed. remembering all the undone homework and the neglected responsibilities. then my gp essay, the one that "reads like an emotional rant", that in my insignificant opinion didn't deserve that mark. it's the same mark as what khalrul got for his essay with the aliens invading earth, for goodness' sakes. me unsure about whether to train with my injured ankle, then deciding to train and not being able to jump and run properly. and a whole lot more. i said on tuesday that wednesday would be better. but it wasn't, much. maybe it's the hot and rather humid weather. maybe it's stress from school and everything. but then maybe it's just me. i'm from the inner circle of concern i suppose. an excerpt from a rather angsty rave. "...Shell-shocked by the silence. Stars with tails, stars that people wish on, stars, flickering and dying. Stars, in their last blast of burning flame, their last moment of glory before they are charred by their own fire. It is not fair; not fair that the one thing that keeps them alive could be the one thing that kills them." i see that i am incoherent and exaggerated when agitated, but i think a deeper reading might lead to revelation. posted by gruff at 9:04 PM --------------------------------------------------------------------------
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